[ Quetz's fanon Mordred is such an improvement over the real thing... wish we could trade.
It's frustrating that Quetzalcoatl is so Quetzalcoatl, and won't just let her say thanks and dip, but even though she meets the other woman's sunny positivity with her own wave of dour negativity, she's not quite rude enough to leave her on read. The explanation comes slowly, reluctantly, through the communion-equivalent of gritted teeth. Mordred isn't sure why she feels this way; only that she does, and that it really, really, sucks. ]
I wasn't there when she died, so I didn't have the right to face her. I even held on to her Shard for a while, 'cause I was worried the same shit might happen again, and I wouldn't be able to stop it... but that wasn't fair to her either.
[ "I couldn't protect her and I feel bad about it," but the emotionally stunted version. She sighs. ]
It's all so freakin' stupid. Of course people are gonna die in a war. Hell, I lost count of how many I killed when I was alive. I don't get why it feels different this time.
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It's frustrating that Quetzalcoatl is so Quetzalcoatl, and won't just let her say thanks and dip, but even though she meets the other woman's sunny positivity with her own wave of dour negativity, she's not quite rude enough to leave her on read. The explanation comes slowly, reluctantly, through the communion-equivalent of gritted teeth. Mordred isn't sure why she feels this way; only that she does, and that it really, really, sucks. ]
I wasn't there when she died, so I didn't have the right to face her. I even held on to her Shard for a while, 'cause I was worried the same shit might happen again, and I wouldn't be able to stop it... but that wasn't fair to her either.
[ "I couldn't protect her and I feel bad about it," but the emotionally stunted version. She sighs. ]
It's all so freakin' stupid. Of course people are gonna die in a war. Hell, I lost count of how many I killed when I was alive. I don't get why it feels different this time.